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Argh Im feeling real sick now, woke up with a headache, flu and sore throat. Haha beks stayed over at my place and every time she does, we would always fall sick! Hehe whoa and can you believe it! I managed to get her to watched my Korean drama serials with me! think she kinda enjoyed it. Hehe and she kept saying the guy in the show is SO handsome. we just went asleep singing the oh-so-stupid teletubbies song:) I kinda enjoy this holiday but im beginning to hate it. I think I rather not have this holiday anymore. I cant go out cos I have so much homework. Argh mrs chen gave us like eight exercises of maths to do. And she probably wouldn’t have time to go through it again. the last holiday, she made us do two mid year papers and in the end she didn’t have enough time to go through it so she just hanged the answers on the backboard but no one even bothered to look at it. Besides the eight exercises we have Chinese workbook+journal+Chinese story book (we’re going to get tested when school re-opens) +art+historyposter+literature assignments+tuition homework+i have to do notes for the end year exam. HELP! Gosh all this is enuffto ruin my holiday. Whats  wrong with the Singapore education system harh. Oh no im back to my boring topic of school again. okay *changes topic* ah oh yarh, I’m helping up for this discovery camp for kids in my church and im the leader:( i dun wanto be the leader! last year i was the assistant leader and it was kinda fun *grins* Luckily uncle Patrick got evelyn to help me:) hehe and my group is called lion! and I need to think of a cheer for my group! HELP! Okay I better start on my homework *sulks* cyah’

Hehe haven’t blog for quite some time:) ehh the past few days have been quite good. We had some Chinese camp yesterday and today. It turned out better then I expected. I thought it would be those boring Chinese camp. But still I think it’s a waste oftime and money- paid 10bucks for it. We wento some wan qing yuan place yterday, its some important historic china man. who helped free china from the dynasty thing and stopped the thing about guys keeping long hair or smthing. Really boring place >.< Hehe I wasn’t paying attention, cos Cynthia, Amanda and I kept talking non-stop:) after the camp, cyn and I wento orchard and had a nice and filling dinner at marche *grins* Amanda was suppose to come along to and stay over at my house with cyn too, but her mum didn’t allow *tears* we wanted to celebrate her belated belated b’day which was in august:( so now we’ll planning to celebrate her belated belated belated b’day during the November holidays together with cyn and mine! Oh yarh back to going out with cyn.. we bought the same pencil case from roxy:) we wanted it in black but they didnt have it, hehe but i guess its still quite nice:) and we took our very first neoprints alone together *grins* and I bought a pair of slippers:) after that she came over to my place at bout 10 to stay over! We were suppose to watch ‘beautiful days’ its a korea drama serials at least to episode 7, each episode is bout 70 mins. But I couldn’t take it after the second cd and we both fell asleep:) hehe im in love with korean shows now mann, after cyn introduced winter sonata and autumn in my heart! *grins* its really really sweet. hehe I really wanto watch finish this serial mann. Its so nice! Cynthia kept commenting that the guy in the show is really good looking. Go watch it! Hehe its those mushy, romantic shows with a really cute and good looking guy and a really pretty girl falling in love*grins* haha anyway our plan for today was to wake up at 6am today morning to go macs for breakfast den back to school for the camp again. haha but we over slept! Chinese camp was more interesting today. Had some performance by the teacher (oops, I forgot his name) who’s an actor:) hehe he can really sing mann *grins* den we some Chinese games and our class isn’t the best in Chinese! Hehe so we did quite badly in some games. And for the whole camp we won’t allowed to speak English unless we wanto get our class to get marks deducted. So stupid! Its like so hard speaking in Chinese to communicate with one another hehe so we got deducted quite a few marks for speaking english. Ohh each class was suppose to perform something like a skit, song blah but they only gave up half and hour to prepare? So dumb, its like so little time. Initially we wanted to do a dance and a song but we didn’t have the time. Our class is really good at importune stuff! When it was time to perform, we didn’t even get anything done. so while the other classes perform we started planning and we came up with some skit thing without any script in that short while:) it went quite well, but that dot-dot Chinese teacher interrupted! Argh cos we used the word ‘bai chi’ she said we were insulting the teachers. Like huh? we wont even referring to the teachers as baichi. We haven’t even finish the story about it and she just stopped us. Argh. So we just ended the story without a proper ending. So we complained to our laoshi:) now I think she’s really quite nice! She helped us talk to the dot-dot laoshi for a long time to explain den they apologised and allowed us to perform once more:) oh yarh we watched a really sad chinese movie in camp. its call 'shou zhu jing shen'- ehh im not sure if i spelt it corrently! Its really touching:) I was tearing! Okay I shall stop this boring topic on Chinese. After camp, I was suppose to go to watch some play with my parents, auntie and my small little cousin:) but on the way there, my cousin suddenly fell ill and he was having a temperature, headache and sore throat. Poor boy mann, he was crying like mad. So we brought him to the doctor instead. yepps im going to watch beautiful days *grins* catcha+

im so tired now. just came back from dance. we were suppose to have ballet lessons but cos the gym girls were using the pri hall we had to go to the sec hall which had no bars. so we did Pilates instead:) even tho its quite boring, its better then ballet *grins* it helps to tone your body or smthing:) school was really boring today. I kept closing my eyes during maths and mrs chen caught me and asked if I understood what she was saying. hehe even tho I had no idea what she was teaching *bleah* oh yar we got back our total results for this semester. I did real badly *tears* okay okay, like what mrs chen always says “no point crying over spilled milk” so I shall study really really hard for the end year exam. i need to find motivation to study! the end year exam carries 70percent of our total results. Now I have no motivation to study for Chinese test which is on Friday *whines* I don’t understand what my teacher is talking about! She just reads from the book without explaining it in her own words. I missed my last year teacher:( she was really good! My marks were about 80 plus? But she resigned after teaching us for the year. My class was really mean to her:( now this teacher…. *shakes head* my results are really really bad compared to last year. I got back my Chinese spelling:( yay! I got another record for it! I got zero *tears* I failed spelling so many times this semester. Cos’ I don’t see the point of studying for it when I don’t understand it. Argh I better study for the it tomorrow *whines* okay I shall save all of you from my oh-so-irritating whining and complains *grins* I shall post a song! hehe by michelle branch again. hehe i love her songs:)

It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror
I guess that I was blind, now my reflection's getting clearer
Now that you're gone things will never be the same again
There's not a minute that goes by, every hour of every day
You're such a part of me but I just pulled away
Well I'm not the same girl you used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed
I know you had to go away
I died just a little
And I feel that now you're the one I need
I believe that I
Would cry just a little
Just to have you back now, here with me
Here with me
You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart
And I wanted so badly just to be a part
Of something strong and true but I was scared and left it all behind
I know you had to go away
I died just a little
And I feel that now you're the one I need
I believe that I
Would cry just a little
Just to have you back now, here with me
And I'm asking
And I'm wanting you to come back to me please
I never will forget the look upon your face
How you turned away and left without a trace
But I understand that you did what you had to do
And I thank you
(thank you, thank you)
I know you had to go away
I died just a little
And I feel that now you're the one I need
I believe that I
Would cry just a little
Just to have you back now, here with me
I know you had to go away
I died just a little
And I feel that now you're the one I need
I believe that I
Would cry just a little
Just to have you back now, here with me
Here with me
Here with me
*here with me*- michelle branch

ahh today mr low the teacher who's replacing mrs ho came to teach us english:( and i realised that he taught me geography last year when mrs gasper was sick. And he was really boring:( he’s probably going to teach us English, cme, project work. Ahh he’s really boring (okay i said it twice) he talks ultra slow. like 4times slower then a normal person would.  I was half asleep during English class and I wasn’t paying attention to what he was saying. I was thinking about mrs ho *tears* ohh it rained really heavily so we didnt have pe today, hehe we did this american squaredance. it was quiite fun. amanda was my guy partner! we were suppose to swing each other once only. but i like that swinging part so i insisted to swing 3 times! hehe it was really funny:) owell science was bad:( I spent so much time on the stupid wildlife reserve project on the fonts and custom animation. The stupid old computer in class has the old power point. So all the fonts and custom animation changed! *fumes* I think my group is going to do badly in it mann. *whines* Arghh. wento meet beks after school. We were suppose to study at my house but as usual we NEVER did hehe. I was in a bad mood cos I was thinking about lots of stuff. Sorry beks! Oh no I better do my maths homework soon before I get too sleepy. Cyah:(